Yes there is such an animal but it looks like it's come straight off the pages of a childrens book. They missed an opportunity in capturing it actually biting though.
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Yes there is such an animal but it looks like it's come straight off the pages of a childrens book. They missed an opportunity in capturing it actually biting though.
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For some reason I referred to this play as Dee-men-tos prior to going to see it at the Donmar Warehouse only realising my mistake when the call came to take our seats and it was pronounced 'dimmy-toss' over the tannoy but in hindsight perhaps it was a subliminal premonition because I nearly went demented trying to fathom it out.
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Just had a phone call from a friend who'd seen my facebook updates about my mum. She's been traveling with her husband but came back early because her husband's brother in law has been killed in a skiing accident. You couldn't make it up.
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What superpower would you most like to have?
The ability to make people feel calm and at peace. Like Jasper in Twilight.
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One step forward and two steps back. After making some progress yesterday in starting to breath a bit more for herself and generally improving responsiveness Mum has had a bit of a set back today. She now has a collapsed lung and has been sedated because she was becoming distressed by the difficulty in breathing and the ventilator tube. It gives the doctors a chance to clear her lungs as the chest infection is worse and time for the lung to recover. The result of the lumbar puncture shows that she hasn't got meningitis which is a relief so they've now swapped her antibiotics from ones that treat that to ones that will treat the chest infection.
The doctors admit that they may never know what caused the seizures which in turn caused her collapse on Tuesday.
For now they are concentrating on treating her symptoms and getting her breathing for herself.
The set back is naturally a disappointment but sadly seems par for the course having spent time talking to the relatives of other patients in the ICU who are undergoing similar journeys.
Had a day off today but heading back up for a visit tomorrow although I'm not sure that she'll know we are there.
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If you could live anywhere in the world (fictional or real), where would it be?
Hogwarts but only if I was a wizard. Not much fun if you are a muggle or squib.
(In the real world I already live exactly where I want to, well a loft in Covent Garden would probably beat a one bed flat in Stockwell)
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This made me chuckle
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Yesterday was National "Make Up Your Own Holiday" Day. If you could create any holiday, what would it be?
The day after my birthday should be a holiday - a sort of birthday Boxing Day if you like (although only the Brits will understand the concept of the Boxing Day). Why not have your birthday as a holiday I hear you ask? Well, it can actually be fun going to work on the day because there is cake and cards and pressies and a general feeling of celebration and people being nice which I'd miss out on if it was a holiday, plus if it the next day is the day after it means you can really enjoy yourself on the day and have an extra day to recover/enjoy.
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Yesterday was National "Make Up Your Own Holiday" Day. If you could create any holiday, what would it be?
The day after my birthday should be a holiday - a sort of birthday Boxing Day if you like (although only the Brits will understand the concept of the Boxing Day). Why not have your birthday as a holiday I hear you ask? Well, it can actually be fun going to work on the day because there is cake and cards and pressies and a general feeling of celebration and people being nice which I'd miss out on if it was a holiday, plus if it the next day is the day after it means you can really enjoy yourself on the day and have an extra day to recover/enjoy.
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Hospital mum is in has the most beautiful mosaics. This is just a part of one. More pics at www.flickr.com/photos/revstan
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Mum is making progress. Started to gain consciousness and responding when asked to do things like wriggle her toes and stick her tongue out. Reached over for my hand, albeit very slowly, which tugged at my heart. Mixed messages/views from doctors continues and as I was leaving they'd decided to do a lumbar puncture as they want to rule out meningitis. This comes on the back of them changing there minds several times about the relevant of her benign brain tumour and whether it needs to be removed or not. She still isn't breathing entirely on her own and as she wakens more she is getting distressed about the tube stuck down her throat, which is entirely understandable as it must feel horrible especially when you don't fully comprehend what it is and how it got there.
Sister arrived from Scotland this afternoon which is a relief and I'm sleeping at home tonight which is even more of a relief.
The camaraderie, spirit and generosity of the fellow relatives towards each other is heartening. A little community has quickly developed and everyone looks out for each other. New arrivals are quickly taken under the wing and given useful tips and info to help in what is a thoroughly awful time. It revives your faith in the spirit of mankind and I only wish I could say the same about the corporate money grabbers who have set up shop at the hospital to eek as much money out of a unfortunate capitive audience. In fact I think it's pretty immoral when Costa Coffee can charge around £2 for a tea/coffee when there is little other option for a hot drink in the hospital. If you are an occasional visitor then I can just about swallow it but for those many who are there with sick relatives for the long term it is daylight robbery.
I'm sure Costa and the others that are there - Martin and McColls - could reduce their prices just a little and make a more modest profit in the interest of human decency. It is a hospital for cripes sake not a train station. Unless of course the hospital is charging the earth in rent for the space... perhaps I should investigate.
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Mum has started opening her eyes which is a good sign. She reached over and grabbed my hand and my heart just melted. She is having some physio now with David 'nothing strenuous' he says, so not worried that she hasn't got her leg warmers.
On the flip side it is heartbreaking hearing what others are going through. One woman's boyfriend mends trains and the jack broke and the train he was fixing fell on him. He's in a critical condition as you would be if a train fell on you and not surprisingly she's in bits.
It's an emotional roller coaster, feel guilty talking on the phone about Mum's progress in front of others who's loved ones aren't doing so well but the relatives room seems to be the only place in the hospital where you can get a signal.
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Feel like I'm a student again living in halls. My relatives room has a sink, bed and wardrobe and the bathroom is shared with three other rooms. I half expect to hear music and the sound of the pizza delivery scooter beeping outside the window.
Mum still hasn't regained consciousness but is starting to move her mouth and hands occasionally which is a good sign according to the nurse, as is the absence of any further seizures since they withdrew the sedatives.
She has developed a chest infection which is apparently normal for people on ventilators and will put her antibiotics - which should please my sister who seems almost obsessive in asking me if she is on them.
The family room gets quite crowded at times and noisy but then can go deathly quiet. No one in their worst nightmare, I'm sure, imagines they will be sitting in such a room on the phone reeling off a list of broken bones like it is the weekly shop. It's surprising how such things stop sounding quite so dreadful the more people you tell.
My ears haven't quite desensitised to it though and I still inwardly wince when somone talks of their husband/son/wife/daughter's broken face, head, chest, legs and how the surgeon is going to drill a hole in the skull.
It's a testament to advances in medical science and things like crash helmets and car crumple zones that people can have the most horrendous crashes and live to tell the tale. Not all make it of course and it is a long road for many of them. One family were talking about a year to recover.
At least Mum hasn't got broken bones to contend with on top of everything else. For the moment the concern is waking her up and what the doctors find when they do.
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Heading back up to Addenbrookes after a flying visit home to refuel, shower and change. All this seems so surreal yet strangely familiar.
The afternoon report from the hospital is that sedation has been stopped but Mum is taking her time coming around. I don't know whether this is a good or bad thing. In fact I'm almost as in the dark as I was this time yesterday.
The doctors never seem to give a straight answer (is that a module they have to pass while at med school?)
It's quite frustrating as I just don't know what to mentally prepare for. I'm hoping by the time I get back to the hospital there might be some news.
I've got a bed in the relatives lodge (hopefully) so no dreadful Travelodge. In fact if even if I don't have a bed I'd rather sleep on the wipe-down chairs in the family room than pay 70 quid for that excuse for a hotel room.
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Mum arrived at Addenbrookes and was settled onto the ward. She's sedated and on a ventilator. Doctors won't know more until they try and take her off sedation today.
Mosh and I stayed in a Travelodge nearby which was a delightful experience as you can imagine. Heading back to the hospital in a bit.
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Sitting in the relatives room on the neurocritical ward at Addenbrookes Hospital waiting for Mum to be transferred from Peterborough District Hospital.
It's a weird walking into a situation where there are groups of strangers who have bonded through what is obviously an extremely worrying time. Snatches of conversation reveal that the relatives and friends they are here for have been involved in serious accidents and have terrible injuries - but there is hope in the camaraderie.
Mum hasn't had a terrible accident, she was found unconscious at home today, stopped breathing twice on the way to hospital and has been transferred to this specialist head unit because a head scan revealed a shadow. She was diagnosed with a slow growing tumour 10 years ago but also has Parkinson's disease. The existing tumour could explain the shadow but may not explain her collapse.
And so we are waiting for her to arrive so they can run tests.
It is a little deja vu as it's only been 15 months since my hospital vigil for my Dad.
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I lost my Mum to depression for several years and never got her properly back. Now I'm losing what I had left of our Mother/Daughter relationship to Parkinson's and old age.
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Chicago would like to be the host city for the 2016 Summer Olympics. Do you like this idea? Why or why not?
Submitted by Chicago Shadow.After 2012 in London the Olympics is irrelevant ;0)
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And another one. More at www.flickr.com/photos/revstan
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Took this yesterday on the South Bank - where else would I be on a bright saturday or sunday?
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OK so I've spazzed away the afternoon on the internet but I'm trying to rest up a bit and get over this cold so that my excuse so there.
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1. My washing line pole snapped and fell over with my washing on it.
2. My Dyson is dead. Proper metal burning smell dead.
3. My cock up means that Mosh bought tickets for the Skunk Anansie secret gig in a teeny venue for the night I'm in Leeds for work. (Am currently bidding for tickets on ebay as both nights have now sold out)
Poo, poo and treble poo.
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What's the biggest local news story in your hometown right now?
Well it is London so you are never going to get a fireman rescuing a cat stuck up a tree on the front page of the Standard.... So it is this about how 3,000 police office will be on duty at the G20 summit next month to prevent protesters from bringing the city to a standstill using giant sandpits. Sounds fun I reckon.
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Show us the first sign of spring.
I've taken these in the last 10 days...
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During the interval of Dido, which is on at the National Theatre, I overheard a conversation about the play in which one person asked why there were Greek gods. 'Duh,' I thought, 'it's so they can manipulate the mortals and add a few extra bends in the storyline'.
No other reviews to share as it hasn't had it's press night yet.
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A Royal Television Society Award this time for best male actor for his performance in the superb Criminal Justice. Trying to find out if he actually turned up at the ceremony or not as he doesn't strike me as the sort of actor who gets up and makes speeches at such do's.
Shame he beat Matthew Macfadyen who was also in his category, but I think Whishaw's was the more complex of the two performances: he had to be terrified and shell shocked while Macfadyen had to be nice.
This is what the judges said:
Actor (Male)
Ben Whishaw - Criminal Justice BBC Productions for BBC One
"…mesmeric, utterly compelling, and with a haunting fragility to his performance."
Nominees
Matthew Macfadyen - Little Dorrit BBC Productions/WGBH Boston
for BBC One
Rafe Spall - He Kills Coppers Ecosse Films for ITV1
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Thinking about going to the dentist brings me out in a cold sweat hence my very infrequent visits. Very infrequent. Anyway I took out dental cover last year by way of encouragement and got a recommendation from a colleague for a private practice near where I live. Finally plucked up courage to book an appointment and can happily report that despite palpitations it went ok and I only need one filling - my first in 17 years which considering the neglect is a testament to my strong teeth and religious cleaning!
The bonus is I've landed a cute dentist (don't tell Mosh) so I've got an added incentive to go back. He does have a name akin to a Fast Show sketch character though: Dino Birkenstock. I wonder if he's related to the shoe family....
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I've been a bit lax in writing about the plays I've seen in recent weeks but had to hit the keyboard for this one. Studied it at Uni but have never seen it on stage so I had to book tickets, especially when I heard that Ken Stott was to play Eddie in this production at the Duke of York's Theatre.
He's perfect for the role physically for a start. Eddie, in my mind, is a character that needs to be played by a manly man, dark and stocky. And he's a talented actor.
Arthur Miller's A View From the Bridge is the story of a working class family of Italian immigrant stock in 1950s Brooklyn.
Eddie and his wife Beatrice (Mary Elizabeth Mastrantonio) have brought up their niece Catherine (Hayley Atwell). Eddie is naturally very protective of Catherine and wants a better life for her. She is growing up and emotions are tested when the family put up a couple of illegal immigrant cousins from Italy, Rodolpho (Harry Lloyd) and Marco (Gerard Monaco). Rodolpho and Catherine start to fall in love and so the tinderbox is lit.
It is a story about a raft of basic human emotions: love, jealousy, loyalty and pride, written at a time when Miller's own loyalties were being tested by his associations with Marxist and Communist groups.
My excitement about this play was justly rewarded. Stott's performance is stunning. Every emotion is so expertly played out that you feel it all, the anger, pain and the frustration at the situation and with himself. It is his journey and he grabs you and takes you with him.
In his shining performance it would be easy to put the others in the dark but there isn't a weak one among them.
My only minor quibble was whether Harry Lloyd is just a tad too young to play Rodolpho as he appeared a little juvenile next to Catherine, almost making her look like a sophisticated city girl when in fact she's had quite a sheltered up bringing and he's the one that's sailed half way across the world. But it is only a minor quibble.
It was the best night of theatre I've had for a while and if it wasn't so expensive I'd go and see it again.
It's apparently a GCSE set text this year - wish it had been on when I was a student.
And as I believe reviews are to a certain extent subjective, here are what some of the pro's have thought about it:
Guardian
Telegraph
Independent
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The google alerts (yep I'm sad) have been a little thin on the ground with any news of what Ben Whishaw might be up to next. He has two films in post production, Bright Star and The Tempest but with no release dates as yet although there are reports that the former will show at Cannes this year followed by general release in the Summer.
I was starting to think that he 'resting' and kind of hoping that he would be announcing some stage work soon.
Well it's not the latter, much to my disappointment, although I maintain hope of him treading the boards before the year is out, but it is a film about poet Allen Ginsberg.
Whishaw will play Lucien Carr in the flick which is called Kill Your Darlings and centres around Ginsberg and the beginings of the beat generation.
All sounds very interesting and as it's not a cultural phenomenom that I know much about its a good excuse to do some reading.
More details also here on MTV movie blog
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...of the fact that I've just finished watching my Queer as Folk box set I thought I'd post this picture:
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What would you like written on your tombstone?
No, I'm not OK.
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I do like a man in a kilt, especially a black one.
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A new blog post from Dominic on Muse's MySpace page confirms the new album is coming along well, in fact they've almost finished and expected to be playing live in the Autumn - hurrah, hurrah, hurrah.
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Just emerged England-side of the channel tunnel. It's amazing how welcoming the bland, winter-mauled Kent landscape is after a nearly a week away for work.
But not as welcoming as that first cup of tea is going to be when I get home.
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What a bizarre but exciting couple of days. Have really enjoyed playing with all the new equipment and surprised myself with the podcasting. I was a bit nervous about how people would react to having the fancy dictaphone shoved under their nose and also that I would fluff my questions.
But it has been much easier than expected and I've had 6 or 7 used online (I haven't had time to check).
The twittering has been massive fun as it's so instant and I'm edging closer to 100 followers and thus beating Dave in our little wager.
And I'm very proud to have had some blog post published too. Only one hasn't gone up but I did think at the time I was being a little harsh.
It's been bloomin' hard work though - clocked up over 12km walking from appointment to appoint yesterday and just over 10 today.
Almost feel a little bit sad that tomorrow is the last day but I'm sure once the adrenalin stops pumping the tiredness I'm holding back will descend and I won't be able to get home soon enough.
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Having not had my winter dose of sun, nor my autumn, I have been craving a bit of the flaming orb. And yes I know we've had some beautifully crisp winter days but it's not quite the same as the sun in a country that is hot or has mild winters where it dazzles and reflects off everything.
So hello south of France and your lovely blue sky and sandy coloured houses with terracotta rooves. Anytime soon the scene will be complete as the sea comes into view.
Can feel an immediate lift of spirits - can't complain too much about work when it is like this.
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Hurrah! Mosh has managed to get us tickets to see the secretly reformed - but under the name SCAM - Skunk Anansie in a tiny tiny venue that holds just 200.
Excited moi*?
*token bit of French as I am in France at the moment for work.
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So Adam told me to have a play with the flip, get used to it before I take it out on the road for work this week and I think I can safely say, that Spielberg hasn't got anything to work about. Yet.
In the first one, I try and eek a performance out of Mosh and the second is where I enter a slightly more arty phase...
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As a sleepwalker myself, I can empathise, although I haven't thrown myself at a wall...yet.
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It seems slightly perverse to be excited about my job when so many in my industry are being made redundant but the winds of change have be blowing the through the office.
The subject matter we write about has been turned on it's head in recent months. Our editor announced he was retiring at the end of last year and hung up his notepad and keyboard a week ago. And then over the last few weeks the social media projects that have been long talked about and prepared have started coming to fruition.
A few of us started work-twitters a couple of weeks ago, our formerly subscription-only website has just given birth to a free-to-access blog and today the first podcast went live, again outside the firewall.
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As if seeing Dame Judi next month wasn't enough another grand dame of the acting world is treading the boards. HRH
Helen Mirren has been tempted to the National Theatre by Greek tragedy-based Phedre.Posted at 09:58 PM | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)
I've got a friend who stayed in the hotel room they'd just vacated... Full story is here
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Was hoping for a clear evening as I'd been planning to walk into town to meet Mosh's mum for dinner and wanted to take some pictures of the Houses of Parliament all lit up. Guess I got my wish. More pics at www.flickr.com/photos/revstan as usual
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I've already tweeted about the fact that there are plans to reprise the RSC's Hamlet with David Tennant and Patrick Stewart one more time but this time it will be filmed.
From this story it looks like they aren't going to film it straight as it was performed which is a shame but anything is better than nothing. They will never be able to recreate the atmosphere of seeing it performed live but at least it will be a great reminder and Jen and I can say 'we were there on the front row'.
Wonder if you can pre-order on play.com yet?
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